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| Tuesday, August 18th, 2009 | | 5:34 pm |
VACATION!!!
Mom and I are escaping to St Augustine this weekend! I am so excited... outlets, hours on the beach, and quality time with my mom! (hopefully sneak in time with brandi and emily!) I miss Ashton. But I am broke. I really need to go to New York to find a Starbucks to work at in January and try to get some other things rolling but I cannot afford it and it is frustrating! Danielle is getting married and I am so happy for her! We went wedding dress shopping and it was seriously so much fun! But I am going to miss her being so available... I <3 half.com for making me 300 dollars richer in one week off of old textbooks and Progress energy for deciding to give me my deposit back without telling me and now I do not have to pay for 3 months!!!! My last semester of undergraduate school starts Monday! a little over 100 days! That is all. | | Monday, July 27th, 2009 | | 9:42 pm |
I kind of feel like Derek and I's relationship is in a rut. I know we love each other but I think we have gotten to the point where it is almost to comfortable and we need to take a step back and appreciate the little things again. The other night I made dinner, nothing spectacular, and when I said it was ready he got a plate and sat down to eat. I continued to get my plate and put a few dishes in the sink and sat down. five minutes later he was finished and got up, put his plate in the sink, thanked me and sat on the couch, leaving me at the table by myself with half a plate full of food. It may not seem like a big deal but I feel like after I cook him dinner he should sit and enjoy it with me and then maybe offer to help... even if I do not let him. He used to do these things... I know he appreciates it but I need more... Am I asking too much? This morning we were getting ready at the same time and were in each other's way. He got so mad and did not even say one nice thing to me all morning. He came out of the bathroom and I was laying on the bed and he asked what I was doing and I said waiting on you to help me to my car, and he said two trips wouldn't have worked... REALLY??? I left without saying goodbye... which i should not have done but I was so mad!!!! I know he was just tired and frustrated but he should not take it out on me.... BTW... it is not all bad by any means... there are just more frustrating things happening lately... | | Tuesday, July 7th, 2009 | | 11:28 am |
UPDATE
Boyfriend: is wonderful, he is going through a rough time which is straining our relationship but I know it will be fine. We had a blast on our mini vacation to Tampa and will be going to Busch Gardens soon. I really do love him an oddly enough I could see myself with him forever. Family: Dad is driving me crazy with his new family issues and my step sister is driving me crazy too. I am trying to be understanding that she is only 11 but it is hard. School: I cannot wait to be done with this semester. I wanted an A in chem but I think I will have to settle for a B. I have to learn to juggle in the next few weeks for my Basic Learning Processes class and I am not excited about it. I am not coordinated. The GRE class is fine but it stresses me out because I take the test in about a month and I really do need a good score! I am tired of observing physical therapy because I basically do a tech's job but because I have no availability I cannot be paid for it. It better pay off (ie I better get into UCF!) I do it 15-20 hours a week and because of that I can only work 10-15 hours at starbucks = POOR! I miss my friends!!!!! as you may notice I cannot even have a friends section because I never see anyone. I may have a roommate in a few weeks... | | Wednesday, June 3rd, 2009 | | 4:12 pm |
I think being pregnant/having babies is the new trend!
Nate and his girl Niki Janeski Jamie Emma Bill's Girlfriend Sloane and I know there is more that I cannot think of! While you may not know these people these are all the people I know that are around my age having children!!!! | | Tuesday, May 26th, 2009 | | 7:50 pm |
My Weekly Schedule
(Please kill me now!) Monday: Class 11-12p, Observing 1-5p Tuesday: Work 5-9a, Class 11-12p, GRE class 230-330p Wednesday: Work 5-9a, Class 11-12p Thursday: Work 5-9a, Class 11-12p, Observing 1-5p (starting in a few weeks) Friday-Sunday: Palm Bay, vacation, or work, depending on the week Does not seem too bad until you account for: -Having to get an A in chemistry(studying and homework) -My online class which has turned out to be a lot of work, easy work, but work -Studying for the GRE like nothing else matters (5+ hours a week) -Doing a chapter a week for my personal training certification -Volunteering 8 hours/ week See you all never! <3 | | Thursday, May 14th, 2009 | | 9:10 pm |
Sorry for being mushy...
I am in love. I know I have been saying this for a long time now but god it is so true! We had a really hard day, but I will not give up and neither will he, and that is the beauty of love. I stand up for myself, and so does he, but we talk it out and figure out a way to make it work. I am so happy. MIAMI tomorrow! | | Tuesday, May 12th, 2009 | | 8:43 pm |
I HATE DISTANCE!!
Derek and I have an amazing perfect relationship BESIDES the distance. It causes all of our problems! And it will continue too for years to come. I love him. | | Saturday, May 2nd, 2009 | | 1:29 pm |
babies...
Everyone keeps having babies... I love babies... but one of my own... not for years. thank you. It is called birth control. Unless you are happily married and settled down... But even then before 25 is crazy! the above is solely my opinion but so many people i know who are under the age of 25 are having babies most not even married, some not with the person. CRAZY | | Monday, April 27th, 2009 | | 4:31 pm |
Finals Make Me Want To Cry
Why do I have to cram all of this information into my head at the end of every semester for ONE test. 2 classes down... and A's 3 finals to go... Preventive Healthcare, Organic Chemistry, and Physics... kill me now! | | Sunday, April 26th, 2009 | | 9:52 pm |
my boyfriend always knows how to make me happy.
This weekend was a lot of fun. Friday Danielle and I ran a service event for the coalition for the homeless and raised over 3000 dollars. We went out for drinks afterwards at the piano bar at city walk and it was a blast. But Saturday I was EXHAUSTED. I got a pedicure with momma and went back to derek's and NEEDED a nap. We both slept and did not want to get up. We went out to dinner at 830... he had wanted me to make dinner and hang out alone. (no one was home) But I fell asleep when we got home. It was sad.... But this morning when I had to get up early to head back to Orlando... he took me out to breakfast. :-) I was super happy. He never gets up before noon if he does not have to, and it was 8 am!!! <3 | | Wednesday, April 22nd, 2009 | | 9:35 pm |
EFF PHYSICS!!!!
on the other hand... i'v got to A's locked in so far... 3 classes to go | | Sunday, April 19th, 2009 | | 9:44 pm |
Balance.
This is what I strive for in life. but then I need outstanding grades in order to get into grad school... so there goes the balance in my social life If i rated balance on a 1 to 10 basis 1 would be no time/attention 10 would be all my time/attention School 10 Social life 3 Boyfriend 5 Me time 4 On and on... i am trying very hard in school, but the rest of my life is suffering. I am trying to change this... but it will probably not change until December, when i graduate. | | 1:00 pm |
Testament to my boring life...
I had all my pictures transferred over to my macbook, which organizes them by date... Besides a few random pictures.... the only pictures i have of the past YEAR or longer... is vegas and new york... I used to take pictures all the time.... i must not have anything worth taking pictures of in my life... LAME. Stoked about May and June though!!!!! -end of semester -Miami with the girls for Rum festival -Vacation with madre -Savannah -Dad's wedding -Derek and I's 1 year... we have to do something fun.... <3 | | Saturday, April 18th, 2009 | | 7:50 pm |
| | Tuesday, March 31st, 2009 | | 7:59 pm |
| | Thursday, March 26th, 2009 | | 8:27 pm |
I went to the gym today!!!
YAY! I rode the bike because I am scared to hurt my boobs if I run, they still get sore after doing alot. I think I am going to have maddie shaved. She is the harriest cat I know! and she has knots even though I brush her all the time. She is shedding like crazy and I think she would like to be less furry for the summer! It seems weird to shave a cat but most people I have talked to say its not. who knew? | | 3:55 pm |
I HATE PAPERS!
I have a research paper on interracial relationships and the problems that they have, due in a week! 10 pages! AHHHH! All of my other school work is done so that I can focus... but I still cannot focus. PS. there are some people out there that I really miss and I would love an update on their life! PS. again. I am worried about Mallorie because she usually posts all the time.. please let me know she is alright! | | Monday, March 16th, 2009 | | 11:58 am |
Back to reality.
So my surgery went great. The pain was not that bad but not pooping for 4 days was horrible! Damn medications! I laid low all week and spent time with my mom, which was nice. I only saw Derek twice for an hour each time until Saturday which was actually a good thing. On saturday we went to dinner and a movie (for the first time since our first date because we are cheap and never go to the movies). It was great. I missed him. He surprises me all the time with how much he really cares about me. My boobs are great! not too big, not to small. Still sore though and I have to do these dumb "exercises" every HOUR! I miss all of you! As Brandi said Spring Break will never be like 06 ever again. | | Tuesday, February 17th, 2009 | | 8:04 pm |
BOOBS!
I go in for my pre-op Tuesday! AHHH! Then my surgery is March 9th! I am getting very excited but very nervous all at once. :-) | | Sunday, February 15th, 2009 | | 8:56 pm |
Valentine's Day
So... I cannot even compete with Mallorie's boy... which overall is okay with me... just warning my readers. Friday night Derek and I were laying in bed watching TV and I was almost falling asleep when he turns to me and pulls me close and whispers Happy Valentine's Day baby, I love you in my ear (it was 12 am). I was so surprised. Saturday night Derek was exhausted, he had taken a nap after work and was so hard to wake up but I had a Monster energy drink waiting for him. He finally gets up and I give him his Vday presents...(Gatorade, chocolates, 10 different beers from around the world, and a card) He loved it. So we went to dinner at Matt's Casbah in downtown Melbourne and when we got there our table was not ready so we had a few drinks at the bar and i got to meet the infamous Harry Sac, our bartender, who went to Mel high and I had heard about but never met. haha Anyways dinner was amazing and delicious! We made it home just in time for the dunk contest... the best Vday present I could have ever given Derek, so we hung out and got more tipsy. :-). He finally gave me my Vday present. A wonderful, perfect card, a teddy bear and chocolates. Exactly what I wanted. It was perfect. We stayed up late talking and cuddling. I did not want to leave this morning. I miss him already. We aren't perfect but he makes me so happy. |
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